Hello, it has been awhile.

So it has been forever since I have written, but I wanted to stop in and say hello. 

So whats different? 

• Well I have an 11 month old now and he has an oppinion now as well.  Ha ha. 
• I have a new assistant who seems to be doing pretty well with me and my company. 
• I am trying to open a second businness. 
• I seem to be getting up earlier now instead of at Noon.  :-)  So thats a plus. 
• I now have to take pro-biotics, which I highly reccommend everyone do. 

Of course more has happened between the last tie I wrote and now, but I will try to keep you up dated more frequently. 

Until then, I was just popping by to say hi. 

Dr. M 

Can’t Sleep

I guess in a way we all suffer from lack of sleep and there are nights where we lay awake tossing and turning and then we plop ourselves in front of our computer, reading the internet, the news etc.  (Well that’s what I do).  Which leaves us to the question why can I not sleep? 

Well there are several reasons. 

1.        This crazy apocalyptic think for May 21^st going on, as much of a loon as I think the guy is, I am still going to worry and it is still going to make me think and wonder, those kind of things take the toll with many people, you can’t get it out of your head when it is shoved in your face.  I say people should do what they want, drink their purple Kool aid and move on instead of plopping it everywhere on the net, of course most think it is non-sense, but people are still going to worry, just like I am doing. 

2.         I have just moved, yuck, we had 4 weeks to pack and move a 4 bedroom house from Texas to Ga with many pets, a new baby and did I mention we were moving a 4 bedroom house, so lot’s of furniture.  The movers arrived Monday, but our house here in Ga is such a mess and there is so much stuff and so little time with work (refer to number 3). 

3.       Work, I have tried cutting my hours down to 4 days a week, but I still find my crowd to be very demanding and not righteously so.  They may think it is righteously so, but trust me it is not.  Why can people not wait until the days I am working?  I have turned My work phone down, but out of habit I still catch myself looking at text messages on my phone as soon as I roll out of bed.  This is not good; I need to learn to relax.  I guess easier said than done, but at least I am trying. 

4.       I found out that I am dealing with a Sociopath.  When I say dealing, I mean I am knee deep in this shit and I don’t want to me so I ignore this person as much as  I possibly can which can be difficult giving that this person is in my life to a certain extent and it is not so easy to just shut them out.  I have never seen someone lie to me as badly as this person has, and when I say badly I mean it is obvious they are lieing, it makes no sense to me why they are lying, but then again that is one of the charming traits of a Sociopath, not much I can do other then keep a distance at this point and focus on myself and family rather than the drama this person is insistent on instigating. 

Of course there are other things I am worried about but those are the main things keeping me awake. 

But writing this blog has seemed to cause some drowsiness so off to bed for me. 

Until we meet again, 

DR.M

It's My first time, please be gentle with me.

It’s My first blog, so what is there to say? 

It is May 2^nd 2011, I am in my early 30’s and find that my life is not boring. 

I Overwork, I actually do get good sleep and have just realized today that even though I think I am moving forward with my life, career, etc. that I’m not, I actual just realized that I need to stop sitting still and fighting and get up and fight for what I want.  ‘

So what is it that I want? 

·         I want more education? 

·         I want a full and happy family (working on that, happily married). 

·         I want to go and get these gray roots colored out of my hair. 

·         I want to encourage success in my spouse’s life instead of pushing. 

·         I want to retire when I am 50, or maybe I want to always work for the rest of my life, sometimes I just love what I do, depending on what I am doing.  ‘

·         I want to steer my career in a different direction. 

The amazing thing about life is if we come up with realistic goals that directly affect ourselves we can succeed. 

Dare me? 

Watch me, I am going to do it. 

And perhaps my goals will change later, that is the amazing thing about the free will God gives us, we CAN really do anything we want to do. 

And a quote I leave you with today…

Choose a job you love, and you will never have to work a day in your life. Confucius

Thank you for listening. 

DR.M